- I'm a huge Gilmore Girls fan. I alternately like to imagine that I am Lorelai and then Rory. I love that it is in constant rotation on cable. Every several months or so we get to start over again and watch Rory grow up again. Love it. Great to clean to, exercise to, knit to, etc. (Although, lately they're playing two episodes a day which is testing my ability to keep up with my TiVo!) But... Recently I've realized that it is an IFer's nightmare. Someone seems to be pregnant all the flippin' time. And, very rarely are these pregnancies planned. (Those that are seem to come really easily.) I mean, I suppose the premise of the entire show is an unplanned teen pregnancy, so it is no big shock. (If you've never watched and plan to you should stop reading as this has lots of spoilers...) But, the final couple of seasons just seem to be overflowing with them: Luke discovers his daughter from a 12 year earlier accidental pregnancy. His sister gets pregnant -- never explicitly said to be a surprise, but it seems like one. Lane gets pregnant the first time she has sex...with TWINS, no less. Sookie gets pregnant with her third because her husband lied about getting a vasectomy. I have to say it is getting a little old and seeing everybody's pregnant bellies grow and grow so quickly each week is a bit much. I can't believe IF is taking away my enjoyment of my favorite relaxing TV show. Sigh...
- I survived the first couple of classes of the semester. Thank goodness that our first week of class is only Thursday and Friday. Seriously, I'm not sure if I can survive an entire week of school right now. I'm already fantasizing about next weekend being a three day weekend for Labor Day. This was just exhausting. All of the sudden all of my classes, research, service, etc., etc. all have started in full tilt and I'm back to being pulled in a thousand directions at once and my to do list just quintupled in size and I'm already feeling overwhelmed. This isn't good. On Thursday afternoon, one of my advisees stopped by and practically the first thing out of his mouth was "you look really tired." Seriously, on the first day? Oy. This truly doesn't bode well for the rest of this semester. Not to mention that one of my classes yesterday seemed to consist mostly of me doing incredibly dorky things. I like to make sure new students know I'm accessible and, yes, often a dork but this was getting ridiculous!! Ah well. It will get better as we get back into the swing of it. I know it will. Right now, though, all I want to do today is relax, do laundry, knit and stare at the walls. (Well, and catch up on my Gilmore Girls.) But, there is so much to do already to get ready for next week!
- You know how some days are just angry IF days? Today is one of those days when every so often it just hits me how unfair and ridiculous IF is. I can't stop thinking about it. I hate that it seems to be the focus of my life. I hate that it seems to kill off friendships. I hate that any one of us has to deal with this. It just makes me so mad. I want to scream and yell up and down the street that this just isn't fair. We don't deserve this. We deserve to be parernts. We don't deserve feeling guilty about any of the actions we choose to take to help us be parents. We don't deserve having to read hurtful comments about people who choose to do ART. I'm not sure why today is just one of those days, but it is.
Trying to raise twins after IF, trying to stay sane
...trying not to scream -- with happiness
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Saturday randomness
How's about some saturday randomness?
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You're so right; I has forgotten what a pregfest GG is! I, too, was a big fan, but haven't watched it in reruns (I know, and I call myself a devotee?). Hoping the semester settles into its groove swiftly and smoothly.
ReplyDelete- lady pumpkin
You hit it right on the dot. People SHOULD NOT judge any of our decisions. People should not have anything hurtful to say to infertile women who undergo whatever is necessary to make them parents (or, in my case, a parent again!). We should never feel guilty, but instead feel fully supported. It's okay to have angry IF days. So, long as your hope always remains. :)
ReplyDeleteOh yes, I've had an angry IF day - more than a few in fact. Sorry you're having one of those - and no, we don't deserve it!
ReplyDeleteBoo for an angry IF day...hope tomorrow is better! I'm a huge Gilmore Girls fan...I will admit it, I cried when the last show aired.
ReplyDeleteSorry you are having a bad day. I own all of GG on DVD as my go-to show. I've watched them so many times that my husband, who only hears it on, has twice now mistakenly remembered scenes from the show for things that happened in our life.
ReplyDeleteI love the Gilmore Girls, too.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that you are having an angry IF day! It really does suck that so many deserving couples struggle to have a baby! I've never really watched GG, but I'm sort of like that with Dawson's Creek. I wish my box sets weren't in storage or I would watch them today! I'm such a nerd!
ReplyDeleteYup, I know those days....
ReplyDeleteGilmore Girls is probably one of my favorite shows of all time. I adore their relationship. It's how I want a relationship with a daughter to be...But I'll be a lot older than my daugher. LOL. Great show, though :)
Oh! Changed my url to http://gvandmonkey.blogspot.com
I completely relate to the angry IF days, I too struggle with the unfairness of it all & acceptance...it's so hard some days!
ReplyDelete~ICLW