Trying not to scream: Crap

Monday, June 21, 2010

Crap

Lots of bright red blood and cramps that are starting to get sharper. I'm going for an u/s. Im really scared.

I've never been one for praying but please pray for us.

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UnknownJune 21, 2010 at 12:16 PM
How scary, Rebecca! I hope it's just a scare and your little spider is hanging on tight! Sending you positive thoughts!
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OakJune 21, 2010 at 12:28 PM
No! I'm not one for praying either but just for you, I'll give it a shot. Dear girl, be well and dear baby, be safe.
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JinJune 21, 2010 at 12:30 PM
Here's hoping it's nothing but an irritated cervix.
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AlisonJune 21, 2010 at 12:44 PM
Praying so hard.
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ALJune 21, 2010 at 12:55 PM
Hoping and praying that it's just a scare and everything looks great at the scan. Please update us as soon as you can. xx
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Finn's MomJune 21, 2010 at 1:10 PM
This happened to me and I wad terrified and everythIng was ok with the baby. Sending you lots of P&PTs, Rebecca!
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KellyJune 21, 2010 at 1:22 PM
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that all is ok!
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Mel.June 21, 2010 at 1:27 PM
Sending tons of P&PTs your way!! I'm hoping with all my heart that everything is okay!
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DawnJune 21, 2010 at 1:48 PM
Sending lots of prayers your way. Please keep us posted!
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AnonymousJune 21, 2010 at 1:50 PM
Oh god Rebecca. No! I'm thinking about you a whole bunch. Please update us when you can.
xxooxxoo
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Glass Case of EmotionJune 21, 2010 at 2:12 PM
You are in my thoughts and prayers...
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AlexJune 21, 2010 at 2:37 PM
Praying for you - thinking of you - really hoping that your baby is ok.
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AnonymousJune 21, 2010 at 2:42 PM
I hope all is ok.Sending goo thoughts your way. *hugs*

Much love,
Ana
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Mrs. VJune 21, 2010 at 2:45 PM
I'm praying for you and your little one! I really hope everything is okay. If you remember, I had bright red bleeding the morning of my last ultrasound, and all was well. I pray that your outcome is similar.
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GurleeJune 21, 2010 at 2:52 PM
Not one to pray either, but sending all of my love and thoughts of good health to you and your little one!!
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AnonymousJune 21, 2010 at 2:54 PM
Praying as hard as I possibly can!!!! All my love & hugs coming your way!
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someday-soonJune 21, 2010 at 2:55 PM
My thoughts are with you! If it makes you feel any better there were lots of girls in my IVF group that had 1T bleeding and all of them have made it to the finish line =)
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AnonymousJune 21, 2010 at 3:00 PM
Praying for you. Please let us know what's going on when you can. xo
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AnonymousJune 21, 2010 at 4:52 PM
Oh no! I'm thinking about you and sending good thoughts!
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Our TTC history

Rebecca (37) and Clay (41)
TTC #1 since 10-08

Current status:
IVF#1 -- Antagonist protocol with ICSI

9/3 -- Start BCP
9/9 -- SHG and Mock transfer -- all good
9/12 -- SA shows low morphology and HOST score -- ICSI recommended
9/18 -- Last BCP, start doxycycline, wait for AF
9/19 -- Appointment with embryologist
9/21 -- AF is here!
9/22 -- baseline scan excellent -- 225 IU Follistim per day begins!
9/26 -- Nice "team" of follies on each side. One at 10 mm. E2 246. Lining 5.6 mm. Continue 225 IU Follistim.
9/28 -- Team is looking good -- many are up around 10 mm or so. E2 667. Lining 7.3-ish. Continue 225 IU Follistim. 9/28 only -- add 1 dose Ganirelix.
9/30 -- Team is pretty good, still -- two up around 18 or 20 mm with a few more at 15 and others at 12-ish. E2 1446. Progesterone 0.3. Lining 8-9 ish. 3 vials menopur and one dose Ganirelix for the next two nights

10/2 -- HCG Trigger

10/4 -- Retrieval -- 19 eggs, 14 mature, 4 "almost"

(on endometrin and baby aspirin post retrieval)

10/5 -- Fert report -- 15 ICSI'd -- 5 fertilized normally, 9 tripronuclear (3PN) abnormal fertilization
10/6 -- 2 4-cell, 1 5-cell (looking great); 1 6-cell (looking a little uneven); 1 2-cell (poor slow embie)
10/7 -- 4 8-cell (3 grade I (best), 1 grade II), 1 3-cell, 5-day transfer it is!

10/9 -- Transfer of a Grade I early blast and Grade I/II expanded blast (starting to hatch)!

10/10 -- One expanded blast put on ice!

10/16 -- OHSS symptoms lead me to cheat and POAS -- BFP!!

10/18 -- 9dp5dt beta 233!
10/18 -- 11dp5dt beta 606!

11/1/11 -- 6w0d -- two gestational sacs and two yolk sacs!!

11/4/11 -- 6w3d -- after lots of bleeding and cramps, a scan shows two heartbeats!
11/11/11 -- 7w3d -- after even more heavy bleeding and cramps, a scan shows two healthy heartbeats and a large subchorionic hematoma (SCH) as well as continued moderate/severe OHSS
11/29 -- 10w0d -- graduation day! Everybody is healthy! No more endometrin!
12/06 -- 11w0d -- First MFM appointment -- all is great
12/12 -- 11w6d -- First OB appointment -- measuring 12w0d and 12w3d
12/19 -- 12w6d -- NT scan -- results excellent; measuring 12w6d and 13w3d

01/04 -- 15w1d -- Heartbeats both at 144. Lots of blood drawn -- Vitamin D low, homozygous for MTFHR A1298C

01/18 -- 17w1d -- Babies look great. Baby A is a boy! Baby B wants to keep the secret a bit longer.

01/30 -- 18w6d -- Baby B is a boy, too!

Want the details? See Our TTC History.

Want to join me in obsessing over my cycle? See My Fertility Friend page.

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Monday, June 21, 2010

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