Time flies

Yesterday I took my last BCP.  We are now officially waiting for AF to show up so we can get this show (back) on the road!  I called into Dr. Smiles' office and they have placed my follistim order.  I've talked to the pharmacy and they have charged me insane amounts of money and sent the meds to the doctor's office.  I sent my autoimmune test results to Dr. Smiles although I'm not sure he's really looked at them, yet, or if it will make a difference.  (All other results came back normal except for the ANAs and I plan on chatting with him about that when I'm there next.)  I officially reactivated my Fertility Friend account (yay data!) and I'm ready to go.

Do you know that it has been almost exactly a year since I last had a treatment cycle?   I was blown away when I realized that.  My last Femara/IUI cycle started March 6, 2010.  I feel like it was just yesterday that I was driving back and forth for u/s once or twice a week and worrying about scheduling appointments and figuring out how to deal with missed classes.  I don't know how it has been a year since I've felt like I was *really* trying.

This year has gone by so quickly.  About 1000 times faster than the first year and a half of TTC. 

Thank you all for your comments on my last post.   I'm still working on trying to find a balanced perspective. 


And, I am incredibly anxious to take this next step.  Within the next week we will be pulling out the "mid to large sized guns." ;)   This could be it.

And, if it isn't, I know it isn't the end of the world.  There is more out there -- both in TTC world and in the rest of the world.