Don't you love when you make plans and they get canceled? I know I do! There's nothing I find more exciting than sitting around waiting. Really, it's lots of fun.
Yeah, so there's a 4 cm cyst left over on my right ovary. So, this cycle is canceled. While a small part of me is relieved to not have to schedule appointments during the last month of classes, the rest of me is incredibly disappointed. I hate sitting out cycles. It feels so useless.
I'm holding onto the tiniest bit of hope that the LAST time I had to sit out a cycle that I thought I would be able to do (not for cysts but for schedule problems) I got pregnant with just OPKs and temping. And, it was exactly one year ago. So, we'll try on our own "just in case." I guess it is possible.
Otherwise, Dr. Smiles thinks things went pretty well although he thought my E2 level was low and he could have pushed me another day. So, next time, we'll probably either have a higher dose or slightly longer, I think.
Ah, well.
(Thanks, again, to all of you for your comments on my BFN post. Y'all are awesome.)
I'm sorry your on the bench this month! That sucks!!
ReplyDeleteShit. So sorry you're benched this month :-( That sucks. It is a bit eerie it's exactly 1 yr after your last benched cycle...hmm! i'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
ReplyDeleteOh that sucks! I hate a canceled cycle!!! But very interesting - one much later...
ReplyDeleteAww, boo :( I'm sorry. maybe it is your body telling you it needs a break :-(
ReplyDeleteUGH. Being benched sucks. I'm sorry, sweetie. :(
ReplyDeleteUgh...what a bummer. I hope that nasty cyst goes away soon.
ReplyDeleteCrap!!! Well I guess there's one thing I have learned while on this journey...sometimes you just gotta "trust" how things go. It's hard to once again feel like things are out of your control.
ReplyDeleteHang in there. Thinking of you
Waiting blows! I'm sorry you got put on the bench. Keeping everything crossed for a surprise this month =)
ReplyDeleteAnything can happen and definitely worth a try on your own!!! Good luck and so sorry you got benched :(
ReplyDeleteAgh I'm sorry :(
ReplyDeleteThose darn, stinky cysts! I am sorry this monster ruined this treatment cycle, but it's good you may still try naturally.
ReplyDelete4 cm sounds big!:( I hope you don't hurt very bad right now, and it will go away ASAP.
Major (((HUGS)))
NO! bloody @836@*#^*@#&@*#&*^ cyst! that's crap! rubbish! i feel your disappointment from half a world away. though...looking on the bright side, your body and your hubby's body *can* do it and you *did* do it once before...so it *can* do it again!
ReplyDeletegood luck for this cycle.
Oh no... so sorry that you have to cancel this cycle. I almost had a cyst cancel my last cycle and would have been so disappointed. Hope this break allows you the time to rest and rejuvenate for the next cycle to be all the more successful xoxo
ReplyDeleteEvil cyst! I hate them! So sorry this is disrupting your schedule. It never seems to go as planned, does it? Just another super-frustrating thing about infertility treatments. All the best of luck for succeeding the 'old-fashioned' way this month! You never know!
ReplyDeleteBoo. Time to get that natural baby-makin' in motion! So sorry you're benched, though. That sucks.
ReplyDeleteSorry you have to sit this one out. Cysts are SO incredibly frustrating! I hope that the same thing will happen this time, though, but with a much better outcome!
ReplyDeleteSo sorry about the cyst and sitting out this cycle.... I'll be hoping for another miracle!!
ReplyDeleteCancelled cycles have to be a big blow. I'm sorry. Here's hoping for a lucky out-of-service month!
ReplyDeleteYuck, I am sorry you are cancelled. But, you never know! I am gonna break out the evil thermometer this month, I know you love it!!
ReplyDeleteThat really does suck. That volleyball team fucked you over.
ReplyDeleteI would be frustred.