Thank you so much to everyone for your comments about my kitty. This was really one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Yesterday was a really horrible day but I'm doing OK. I know it was the right thing to do because he was suffering and wasn't going to get any better. I was holding on to him because I didn't want him to go, but all it was doing was making him feel worse longer.
It was hard because he somehow managed to have energy even though he hadn't eaten in five days. I don't understand it. The experience at the vet wasn't good for him and we weren't able to be with him in the end.
My DH was wonderful through all of it and he and I have been holding on to each other a lot. It was hard for him, too, and it was the first time I've ever seen him really cry. He's such an unemotional person that it just really touched me. I love him so much.
When we came home, there were flowers waiting for us from my parents. My mom said she wanted us to have something bright in the house.
So, now I'm just trying to move forward.
Today is my CD3 u/s. Please send all the "cysts stay away" vibes you've got.
Oh honey, I'm so sorry about your kitty. He was lucky to have you and your DH and you were both lucky to have him {{{HUGS}}}
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry, Rebecca. I hope you are feeling better today, but I can imagine you are going to be missing your kitty for a long time. I hope he's in a better place and no longer suffering.
ReplyDeleteSending lots of "stay away cysts" vibes for your u/s today.
(((hugs)))
BIG (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteHoping the best for you today
I'm so sorry, he was a beautiful boy.
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so, so sorry, Rebecca. I can't imagine how difficult that must have been. What a beautiful kitty.
ReplyDeleteGood luck at your u/s today. Sending buckets of *stay away cysts* vibes to you. (((HUGS))))
Oh, I am so sorry about your sweet kitty.
ReplyDeleteI am sending you giant (((HUGS))). What a gorgeous kitty! I can't even imagine how hard it was to let go, but I am glad to hear you are coping ok and that you have wonderful support from both your DH and your Mom.
ReplyDeleteI will be thinking about you today. The U/S must go fine, it wouldn't be fair otherwise. Hey! we need to do this IUI together for sure, don't let me down, Twinnie;) LOL I will check back for updates.
Much love your ways!
I'm so sorry. Thank you for posting the pictures for us to see his adorableness.
ReplyDelete(((HUGS))) Cysts stay away!
I am so sorry about your sweet kitty!
ReplyDeleteSending you lots of hugs and cysts stay away vibes!
I am so sorry!! I know how difficult it is. Many (((hugs))).
ReplyDeleteLots of NO cysts vibes!! Hope your u/s went well.
I cannot even begin to imagine how awful it must have felt for you and your husband today. BIG hugs your way. I'm so so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI know I'm a little late but I wanted to say how sorry I am about your beautiful kitty! I know how hard that is and I'm sending huge (((HUGS))) your way!
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